8:54 p.m. - 2008-08-04 Shaky, but better
Biba and Ned are just home now. I had a huge cry, and then I started to feel a bit more rational. Things are much better now that the Fam are home, but I really truly must work very hard now to get back to normal. Well, as normal as I ever get. I wonder how much of this was due to Alphabet City? I remember getting the crazies here and again after Biba was born. I was always fearing for her safety. Now, I think that it is time to take some care of me.