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9:11 p.m. - 2007-04-29 I've discovered (perhaps yet again) that I do not have enough qaatsi in my life. I am tending far too much to put the importance in getting the work and tasks done. In the process I am cheating everyone, most of all, me, me, glorious me. The other thing that I have discovered is that I am not as smart as I think that I am. Like sharing. It doesn't mean that someone is taking from you. Geh. It's hard to explain. I had a nice chat with Efty yesterday, and wonder of wonders, some of his wisdom may have sunk in. I have an awfy thick skull, you know! Efty is this wise old dude. Kind of like a guru. (That sounded so surfer!) Hmmm...I also found that someone that/which/whom/whatever hurt my delicate feelings some years ago may end up in jail. ( No, not for hurting my feelings, although it would be just!) Not even for something like drunk driving. Just for selfishness and greed. I swore back then that I'd never give a dime to her organisation again, but Ned made a donation a while back because he felt sorry about the whole situation. I think she's turned nutter, and wants to take the organisation down with her. Best outcome? She's removed from the board, pardoned, and life goes on. I'll see what I can do, but there is an awfy lot of financial misfuckage. You'd think I would have known. I'm usually hip-deep in scandal! PS Don't you just love this world, even with all our faults? 0 comments Thinking : I wonder if it's time for a makeover of my soul. I wonder how drunk I am... Overhead : Ah, you took your little thingy out! I wondered how that worked!"
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